Bring it on
24 March 2007, posted in personal,
My head feels like to blow today. My mother is still sick and things aren’t getting better. The price of her medicines is so high that I hardly afford it. I can only curse the government for its failure in drug-price-control!
(Hoi, Health Department! What the hell your job is?)
Another two millions flew to Kaliwungu. That’s okay. I don’t mind. It’s still in my range. I still got a few bucks left in my pocket. Not much, but for a thin person like me -who often eats once a day- that ‘few bucks’ are certainly enough.
"It’s okay, Mom. Don’t worry about the money. Let your children worry about it.”
Then this call came up. Someone from my past who brought another ‘romance problem’. Oh, God! I don’t have energy for another ‘romance problem’!
But that’s okay. I still don’t mind. I still managed to stay calm and listen attentively.
Then this email showed up. A complaint about my delay to submit my work [sighed].
Rasanya aneh…sekaligus sendu..
Posting di atas adalah uneg-unegku beberapa bulan lalu. Tapi sekarang itu tak berarti lagi. My mom died, hari Sabtu, 10 Maret 2006, sekitar pukul 04.37 pagi.
Ada banyak hal terlintas di kepalaku about her death.
Tapi tidak sekarang. I just cant do it now. Perhaps later.
Farewell, Mom..
